Basicly I was just born bastard, long for green pasturesI am a pheonix, I was born from the ashesThe forms you take in the storm is what you makes strongAnybody could perfrom like a charm when the waters calmYa’ll don’t know nathan ’bout the things I’ve been faced withCan ya’ll relate how I came from the basement?I make the music and the same time faced itI’ve been so close to my dreams I can taste itCome on and punish me, the only thing that keeps me saneI look to you for things I can not changeI need your blessing, do you approve?My best was never good enough for youSo this is how it feels and it doesn’t feel so goodTo you couldnt give enough after giving all you couldIts been raining for so long its like the sun will never shineI’ve been losing for so long, I think I fell too far behindI’ve swam beneath the icy waters, not comming up for airI’ve spent my whole life living for those who didn’t even careSo this is how it feels and it doesn’t feel so goodTo know you couldnt give enough after giving all you couldIts been raining for so long its like the sun will never shineI’ve been losing for so long I think I fell too far behindI sat and thought for a while todayI got depressed and put the smiles away, ’cause I’ve been strugglingSince back in my childhood days, I’ve been walkin’ since forever still I’m miles awayMaybe ya’ll never forgave for my wilder daysEven though now I’m more wise in my waysI’m losing faith in myselfSometimes I doubt I’ll even make it myself,Whose gonna give it to me, if I don’t take it myself?Come on and punish me, the only thing that keeps me saneI look to you for things I can not changeI need your blessing, do you approve?My best was never good enough for youSo this is how it feels and it doesn’t feel so goodTo know you couldnt give enough after giving all you couldIts been raining for so long its like the sun will never shineI’ve been losing for so long I think I fell too far behind