When I’m in this state of mindI’m wishing I was blind. Sometimes life ismore than pain, to meI feel the power of my grief. Death would besuch a relief. All the secrets that I hidewould die, with me.Depression is my only friend. Will thistorture never end? Let me carry on tothe dreamers sky.I keep crying in my dreams.Can you hear my endless screams?When I fade away I fade, away.[Chorus:] THIS FLUID ON MY CHEEK, IT DRAINS MEI GET WEAK. MY HEART IS COLD & BLEAKBLACK BLOOD. BLACK TEARS.Life is like a masquerade. In dept to myself,but I can’t pay. Soon I’ll call it all a day, away.I’ve never felt what you call guilt.I still believe « Do what thou wilt »My sorrowwill destroy the world I’ve built.[Chorus][Music and lyrics by Swanââ¬Â;][Arranged by Swanââ¬Â;/Larsson][Leadaguitar by Swanââ¬Â;][Keyboards by Swanââ¬Â;]