this sickness seeps over every cell and every porecreeping up and down my veins, silent murderthe face in the mirror shatterd when it fellmaybe im too far gone to tell, this is the endall alone in my room with a crimson bladeits my private tomb in which i cannot be savedbut i wouldnt have it any other way……and with this lust for lacerationsi dont trust myself, and every night i’ll erase the pain with these pills that promise to take me away……so let me close my eyes and fade awayi’ll compromise my life, my lovei put my faith in what i dont believe, in the clouds above, soon i’ll learn the truth behind the lieswill i ascend to the sky or remain in the ground?well one things for sure, im not gonna stick around…….and oh my god, this pills promised happiness, and oh my god, i dont trust myself, oh my god, this pills promised happiness, and oh my god, how can i trust myself?…….this sickness prevents me from sleepi think i’m in too deep, i cant see my breathoh my god i think i’m nearing deathpetty perscriptions cant save me nowyou cant save me now…