Can I Say – Dag Nasty – letras

what can I say ?why should I try ?I tried to lovewhat I knew I hatedI took a lie and I made a truthI defendedwhat I should have deniedI never gave a second thoughtI followed blindly part of the lotI never gaveI never gave a second thoughtI followed blindly part of the lothow can I say I’m really free?how can I say I’m really me ?