Death Is Swallowed In Victory – A Breath Before Surfacing – letras

I crack my knuckles and let out a sighThe rain fallsMy face tilted towards the skyYou must be insane if you think I have forgottenNot a night goes by that I don’t reflectI’ll admit that not every memory is clearBut I don’t consider that a bad thingI can’t remember your voiceIt’s lost to meEveryday I see your faceIt’s a part of meI am not aloneYou have shown me the wayThe way not to be if I want to do more than watch TVHow does it feel to be taken down a notch?Don’t get me wrong, I miss youI’m just not sure how muchThe tears are welling up in angerFor all the things you didn’t do to stop the inevitableEveryone saw it comingEveryone but youBastard – I’ll forever beThis name that I bear is not of my ownThe rain can’t wash away the shame though it is soothingThere’s no avoiding that I reap what you’ve sewnI stand before you todayNot a scholar nor a picture of perfect healthHow am I to teach my unborn son to be a man when I have never learned myself?