Iâve been walking through this wasteland for days. But it feels like forever.We both knew this would getter harder before it gets easier.This what made us feel alive. Can we make it through tonight?Iâll be damned if Iâm the first to say goodbye.Every kiss feels like the first time.Iâll be damned if Iâm the first to let this die.Every touch feels like the first time.This whole time I never knew this was a disaster unfolding.This whole time I had thought we were safe.Now I donât know if weâll make it out alive.This is devastation, is this what you wanted?I hope you feel alone, cause you asked for this.Iâm a sick man but youâre still sane.I was the one you placed with the blame.Iâll go to hell, youâll go to heaven.No one there would ever let me in.You held the devilâs hand as you told me your lies.Iâll be damned if Iâm the first to say goodbye.Every kiss feels like the first time.Iâll be damned if Iâm the first to let this die.Every touch feels like the first time.You held the devilâs hand as you told me your lies.