I was staring at myselfFrightened and wealemed by the visionsThat make my life seem…So unreal…Somber clouds cover the skyHiding secrets lost in your eyesBut they keep confusing… »- Reallity or eternity? »How could I be so ruthless?Drowned in a lake of senselessnessSunddenly what I believeFades away…Strange ideias fill my headNothing you do can bring me backNow that my draft is goneEmpty years… glory years…Sometimes I feelIt escapes from my handsSometimes I want to climb higherAnd throw myself awayWhere all those hidden signsThat will lead me to distant skies?My life isn’t what was beforeI’m living in a world that I want to ignore!