Drugs – Eden – letras

Cos’ I’ve had the best of the worst sidesAnd I have these lungs, ohAnd I’ve had too many flash firesThat I just let them burnTill my chest is on fireAnd my head just won’t dieI guess I’m lying cos’ I wannaI guess I’m lying cos’ I don’tCos’ I just feel so tiredLike it’s move or slowly dieYou ain’t you when you’re like thisThis ain’t you and you know itBut ain’t that just the point?You don’t know how to let goWho said this must be all or nothing?But I’m still caught belowAnd I’ll never let you knowNo I can’t tell you nothingCos’ I’m a fucking mess sometimesBut still I could always beWhatever you wantedBut not what you neededEspecially when youbeen needing meCos’ I’m a fucking mess sometimesAnd I’ll say what I don’t meanJust cos’ I wantedOr maybe I need itSwear lying’sthe only rush I needCos’ all I needed wassome words to sayThat all these feelingsdon’t mean shit to meCos’ it’s all just chemicals anywayAnywayAnd I got way to many routes to takeTo make this all just go awayAnd find another heart to breakSo heartless with the words I sayJust saying what I’m supposed to sayCos’ I had nothing for youI can’t love whenI can’t even love myselfThings I would rather beThoughts at the back of my headbut I’m addicted to hurtingAnd I got these lungsAnd I spent too many late nightsThinking a hole in the earthTill the sky is on fireAnd my head still won’t dieI guess I’m lying cos’ I want toI guess I’m lying cos’ I don’tCos’ I just feel so tiredLike I need somethingto come aliveShe said you ain’t you when you’re like thisThis ain’t you, what you done?And I said that’s the pointYou don’t know how to let goWho said this must be all or nothing?But I’m still caught bellowAnd I’ll never let you knowNo I can’t tell you nothingCos’ I’m a fucking mess sometimesBut still I could always beWhatever you wantedBut not what you neededEspecially when youbeen needing meCos’ I’m a fucking mess sometimesAnd I’ll say what I don’t meanJust cos’ I wantedOr maybe I need itSwear lying’sthe only rush I need