im sitting down inside the showeras beads of water climb my veinsthe tile floor is cold beneath methe steam is fogging mirror panesim making mental notes of halls ive walkedand pills ive yet to takeive recovered slow and hope thatill be seeing you todaywhite lights flash below and flickerthe city wakes as i still sleepin an electric bed my arm is fedi feel the glowing tv screenthe clever clock above will sing outat every hours chance it hasim feeling lonely less cause youve been herethe time will surely passive been kept inside for too long nowim begging you to break me outtheyve medicated me for daysim living in a foreign placeive been wasting awaybut i figured out that healing startswhen i can see your facenow im looking out my window. the cars are moving so slow.the grass absorbs some rays of sun below.a sharpened needle breaks my skin and im waiting for the medicineto take me to a world devoid of lonelinessnow im sinking to the bottomof an ocean under methe lights are dimming from the surfaceand muffled noises surround meive lost the sense of touchbut love is still inside my dreamof perfect silence and escaping lifewe drift slowly to sleepyouve been here all day longi hope you see what its meant to mebeatriz dahrug :]