I am impatient and hard to pleaseNo sense of serenityHabitual neurosis transcends into thoughts of suicideAnd when this body lay lifeless, don’t patronize me byInsisting this was all done because of youI am beyond redemption, even in death I will not speakI am beyond redemption, even in death I will not sleepWith abandonment of trust and selfHope is void of longevityA shelter less recluse, I survive without reasonI sacrifice myself to the lonely other, forShe will not rest until death’s arms embrace me