Ghosts of My ThoughtOccult desires. oh, my occult desires⦠I want to run away⦠to run away I stop far from everything thisâ¦My desires occult and sealed up⦠a reason of complete tristania for me⦠My happiness is taken by the wind to go even soâ¦and the ghosts of my thoughts do not stop to torment me⦠I to each day am more haunted in my thought⦠and the things that I have will to make, I cannotâ¦the shouts in the opera⦠A ghost is⦠while I sing, it there observes me⦠Oh, is not so more obvious than you he is one of the angels ghosts of my mindâ¦?That it took me to write that poem, that that said I love you more than what everything⦠Then, my love, if you love me, my nightmare, finish with my pains andâ¦He orders me for that place⦠where my fallen angel if finds⦠will run away together, I know⦠Therefore everything from now is not the same thingâ¦nd I meet ripened sufficiently⦠To have you⦠while I shout and game all my sadness for are⦠while my shouts penetrate in its thought and it concentratesyou in my deep one to look at, I only speak in the look⦠When the moment of my silence if approaches⦠you goes even so⦠not, please, does not goâ¦!A multitude cries out behind me⦠with that piano and those roses deceased in the soil⦠One more time dressed I of fight for all my sadnesses and depressions,I touch in that piano⦠and all my thoughts that are part of this great cloud of cloudy and sad feelings⦠come my head⦠and I one more time am echoing for the not existing places of my thoughts without end all those musics without name⦠I one more time find me where I am not⦠all deceased my returnâ¦I I remember to see tombs⦠To cry, to have that to surpass a death⦠and today I would like to be in the place of that personâ¦Not to have that to suffer in such a way⦠the thoughts they order in my occult and deep desiresâ¦â¦Corrupted for its image being ring-shaped for my look⦠for what! you do not leave that its desire for me commands you and comes here to kiss me?I know, you I am only one apprentice of its occult desires⦠I cry out together with me, my love⦠I know that you also love me, andI can directly feel in its look the words leaving and assassinating my heart in its head⦠Its breath together with mineâ¦occult desires, we go to abandon all and to run away⦠My body if finds in state of obsession and desire for its touch in my handsâ¦and the touch of its lips in my mouth I did not leave my thought⦠those full forests of trees for me symbolize the love, passion and obsession that I feel youâ¦I leave me to be the master of your desires, I go to teach to it as to love me⦠I go to teach to it as to deal with this frightful feeling for you, my loveâ¦you is the only reason for which I remain in way to my proper evil⦠He brightens up my pain only with that look⦠but I do not only want to look at for its photoâ¦you I do not understand? I would like to feel its body in mine, and the touch candy of its lips⦠I can feel in my dreams its voice with mineâ¦Oh Phantom of the Opera, you does not see that I am its apprentice? e you is the apprentice of my occult desires to kiss you⦠You already knowâ¦then, love me, as I love you⦠either mine, and will be its⦠its, and you, it is my love⦠The intense shouts come my mind one more time…BMdS*