Bent over backwards, covered up the painBut I could always see the sun through pouring rainThings could be different, could have easily walked awayThere’s no logic to the fact that I’ve stayedWe’re going round in circles, we’ve been here beforeAbused and used myself againBut when I’m close to you I always lose controlIt is a hard time lovingIt’s a hard time loving, loving youSometimes dramatic, we’re caught up in this gameShooting words and try so hard to place the blameI cannot blame you and I’m not blaming meThis hellish paradise will never set me freeWe’re going round in circles, we’ve been here beforeAbused and used myself againBut when I’m close to you I always lose controlIt is a hard time lovingIt’s a hard time loving, loving youIt’s a hard time loving youWe’re going round in circles, we’ve been here beforeAbused and used myself againBut when I’m close to you I always lose controlIt is a hard time lovingIt’s a hard time loving, loving youIt’s a hard time loving you