So this is how it feels to feel for the last time,so maybe not so maybe not like the first time,So much like that one time you know that one time i made you scream my nameBelieve me the pain subsideswhen it rains outsidei swear they’re crying from the words that you saidIs this the way it should be,is this the way it should be,shes screaming at the top of her lungslove it or leave i kept the secret to myselfbetween the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouthi know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first placelove it or leave i kept the secret to myselfbetween the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouthi know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first placeJust know Im the best thingwell Despite what your friends thinkDespite what your friends thinkjust know im the best thingkissing me was a contradiction. feeling confined is so much worseeven if it doesnt mean a thing to you it meant the world to me you mean the world to mekissing you was a contradiction. feeling confined hurt so much worseeven if it didnt mean a thing to you it meant the world to me you mean the world tolove it or leave i kept the secret to myselfbetween the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouthi know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first placelove it or leave i kept the secret to myselfbetween the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouthi know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first place