itâs been a long yearlike a long sleepness nightJacob wrestled the angelbut Iâm too tired to fightevery Wednesdayfor two years weâve metIâve showed you all my anger,my doubts and bitternessthere was no judgment in your eyesjust the silent peace of Godthat felt so real in youwill you hold the light for me?and I stay up latebecause I cannot sleepI donât want to face the quietwhere its just God and meIâm waiting for the gavelhanding me the sentence downbecause I donât believe forgivenessor even repentance nowI want to feel redemptionflowing through my veinsI want to see with clear eyesbeyond lust and hateI want the war to be overand know the good guys wonand I want love to hold meto know Iâm not alonestanding around a willow weepingwe were praying in the backyardin the chill of the nightthe friendship light reminded me who we areWords and Music by Andrew Osenga and Randall Goodgame (c) 2007 House of Mirrors Music (ASCAP) admin. by Simpleville Music, Inc. / 2007 Mighty Molecule Music. (ASCAP) admin by Music Services