I Lose – Daniel Johnston – letras

She invited me to a pity partyEvery hour everyone was making fun of meI told her it really didn’t matterYou can’t imagine what it’s done to my personalityI don’t know where she should go, but I loseThough I tried, like a lullaby, I loseOnce I saw her in a crazy dreamShe was laughing, I looked the other wayThen I find that she unwinds, she puts me down behind my backEveryone seems to have a love but me, it’s what I lackI’ve been denied the hurt inside, I loseThough she was barely a friend of mine, I loseI got left out of the “in” crowdThey speak as if I was thereThey say the cruelest things, I seen their typeA bunch of buttwipes that ruleDon’t make sense, it’s really strange, I loseThough I try, there’s no sense giving up, I loseI walk the second mile, there’s no one there, I loseI pick up the pieces of my broken dream, I loseEveryone had their fun, I loseYet she was a one of them from the beginningHow am I to carry on, there’s no help givenThen I realize it’s all reoccurrenceWhat they’re thinking, their mind is a blurI seen the future, and I ain’t even there, I loseI see it all, and it’s really, the same old thing, I loseThey think they’re smart, all huddled together, I loseOne more time, I try to make it, I loseI lose, I loseTell me about it, darlin’, now