i knew you before we livedand our hearts were not ours to giveits all that i have ever hadshe could see beyond the lieswith her anime like eyesits all that i ever hadwhat more can be said of meit was never meant to beits all that i have ever hadso i will just take up my knifeit makes everything alrightits all that i have ever hadif she should leaveif she should dieits not her that i dispiseits just all that i have evr hadand if she is the first to gowoudl that make a differencenoits all that i have ever hadcome on baby take a ride with meive gotta show you something that you have got to seeand every single part of me will bring you flowers when you diethere is mr. deathtake him by the handand lets walk across this cruel landyou are standing in the sinking sandbut i’ll bring you flowers when you dieyou see i love painlove and suicide go together like the flowers and the rainwe can die beneath the teesin the balls deep october breezeits all i have ever hadbut if you leave then i must know, was i really here at all