I Want You To Know That I’m Awake / I Hope That You’re Asleep – Car Seat Headrest – letras

I am not allowed to have feelingsFeelings would complicate thisI’m a stupid, ugly, stuttering assholeAnd there is no dignity in my angerMind if I cough in your ear all night?Mind if I resent you for a year tonight?I am not the type of manWho can fall asleep in someone else’s arms(Didn’t mean to lie)I love you, sometimes I love youBut it’s hard to sayThere are times when I don’t loveI can’t love anything in this worldIt doesn’t matter what I sayIf you don’t say anything in responseThe final phrase of my last sentenceHangs in the air, sounding stupider and stupiderWhy can’t you at least laugh?I tried so hard to find the right wordsBut it’s a matter of timing, you only have so longTo capture the feeling before it’s goneHere is a demo of my newest sentenceI’ll fill in the good parts laterI’ll make it fit together real niceAnd cut out all the liesTwo days ago it was really badI couldn’t get my head straight all dayAnd everything you said seemed to have an edgeYou were disappointed and I didn’t know whyEventually it came to a headOver something as stupid as making coffeeYou said it was a mistake to ever try and help meThen you went in the kitchenI drove off to go buy some stuffWhich was a mistake, becauseI didn’t want to come backI just sat in the parking lotAnd dabbed at my thumb, which was bleeding for some reasonLeaving a trail of red blossoms on the napkinI felt sick and I didn’t know what to doHow long would it be before I could face you?Flash backTo the first angry song I had to hide from youIt goes like thisI am hiding from you at the qfcQfc, qfc, qfcMikeal and bryan broke up todayBut we’re not like them, noNothing like themFrankie and ava broke up todayBut we’re not like them, noNothing like themFelice and lanky broke up todayBut we’re not like them, noNothing like themJohn and yoko separated for a yearBut we’re not like them, noNothing like themThe beatles broke up todayBut we’re not like them, noNothing like themPaul said, « I just started doubting everything I did »But you’re not like him, noYou’re nothing like himYour parents and my parentsWell, let’s not get into that’Cause we’re not like themWe are nothing like themDegnan and skippy haven’t spoken for a whileBut we’re not like themNo, we’re nothing like themNo