Nemesis – Bad Salad – letras

Breathing is so difficult right nowNobody can hear meRest and peace are goneAmong the silent screamsIn between the lines I’ve beenSearching for those memoriesI wish I could reliveUnconscious movements take meTo places I’ve never been beforeFriendly faces never lookedas scary as nowDisconnected mind and soul,Aimless wandering, nowhere to goVivid projections or memoriesresurrected from deep inside?My own nature in protest(Find)I need to find a wayTo get my life backControlling a massive hateObsessive to stay sober from this realityShifting strategies to try to defraud meAll in vainEverything feels like it’s so numb nowAnd all the colors look the same to meI can’t hear my heart beating todayI only feel the cold bloodpassing through my veinsI chain myself and then release againOne hand holds me down,while the other’s reaching aroundI’m on a bridge to nowhereAnd I am desperate to get thereAmputated feelings, undeniable truthBurning quietly and growing strongerCan’t face myself without blaming someone elseI’m hiding way longer than I thoughtWhat to do when no prayer’s been answered?Where to go when I’m not lost?Blurry vision, and my hands are shakingRed paradiseI hope I am mistakenCould it be this, my nemesis?Could this be it my nemesis?And I don’t have the will anymoreto bow before GodNo will anymoreTry, and realize that it’s betterjust to let it control than to put up a fightWilling to renounce everything you believe inWhen you see there’s no more humanityClose your eyes to seeYou have already lost the gameEverything feels like it’s so numb nowAnd all the colors look the same to meI can’t hear my heart beating todayI only feel the cold bloodpassing through my veinsEverything feels like it’s so numbAnd all the colors look the sameI can’t hear my heart beatingI only feel the cold blood passing