I canât control myself anymore !Iâm trying to sort out things in my mind.I donât want to look at you dying but I have to.Itâs best for both of us.I close my eyes and lock myself in this solution, the best one.I canât go back, I mustnât go back âcause too much harm has been done.Evil deeply buried and settled in my heart within the years.Iâve got no scruples.I can read growing fear in the white of your eyes.Youâre terrorized by what Iâm about to do,But you wonât be for long now, when your heart will stop beating and your last breath will reverberate in thisquiet room.A short and vive prelude, which seems to last hours â¦Itâs only a question of seconds !When Iâll see you falling and strewing over like a dead animal, killed without any pity.I know that whole would be left is to relief myself one more time.I canât stand this agony and unfair world.I want to relief myself from all of that.I must stop the way I am and I live and finally find the absolute freedom !Finally be free and not trapped by this unwell being that has been following me for so long and doesnât stopkilling me physically and mentally.Iâve got no way to escape, Iâve waited in vain for too long.Lets just put an end to it all !