If i could just see straighti’d probably head straight for the doorplease dont ask me what my thoughts arecos i dont care about yoursmust be a hole in my hatwhere my thoughts are slipping out my headand it doesnt really matter nowgod damn it, it will tomorrowsuddenly a wonderful eveningturns into a sour sunrisesuddenly all the best feelingsturned to my unpleasant surpriseso i guess that i’m sorryfor everything i didnt mean to sayand i gues that im sorryfor everything that i had to sayso….small talk and pills…since we’re still doing quite wellthis really isnt like me at allsuddenly a wonderful eveningturned into a sour sunrisesuddenly all the best feelingsturned to my unpleasant surprisemust be a hole in my hatcos theres a hole in my headand it opens upthis isnt me at allmust be…i guess it felt like its right…if i cant stand up i’ll have a one night standif i couldnt stand up i’d have a one night stand