Crying I cannot believe the world that I seeIs not for mePraying please take me homeI’m here all alone and slowly I fadeIf you could see my miseryWould you believe in opacity?The hate that burns inside of me, is a furious onslaughtCaused by reality21 long years of pain is more than I can takeI’m sick and tired of your moral standardsThis world is built on fakeCause I can see the truth, behind your every lieI swallowed them so many times that I’m almost dead insideI’m dreaming away from this world I hateI’m building my own religionCan’t look back cause I’m so afraid that I will end up, just like youYou might call me suicidal, but I’m not the one to blameI hate the way you look at me I’m not a part of this gameIf you could see the truth behind each and every lieIf you could see the agony I’m building up insidePain is my friendLife’s just a gameTake me away from hereI push away the shades of grey that seem to be my fateI replace my joy with agony cause I survive on hateI run away from this world of pain I hide inside my mindI’m living in the opacity you left me behindHeal my wounds. Burn all my sorrowMake me smile. After tomorrowI hide, in a gloomy state of mind, take a look insideAnd pain is what you’ll findAll alone, and solitude surrounds me it feels like homeNothing can hurt meHeal my woundsBurn all my sorrowMake me smile. After tomorrow