You’ll never read thisI’m writing this to let you goBecause I know that’s what you wantYou’ll never fix thisMy heart is shackled up and towedI’m feeling broken down and doneOh, and I pretend that no one’s ever gonna hold you like I didI’m feedin’ on this fire, my emotions gettin’ higherAll the way up, ohI blame myself, don’t even wanna wake up, ohGive my life for you like I’m your saviour, ohSaviour, ohSaviour, oh, ohI wanna move onOne thought of you is suicideNo, no, your body’s not my churchYou wanted simpleFearing everything that mightTake you out of your comfortOh, and I pretend that no one’s ever gonna hold you like I didSee I’m feedin’ on this fire, my emotions gettin’ higherAll the way up, ohI blame myself, don’t even wanna wake up, ohGive my life for you like I’m your saviour, ohSaviour, ohSaviour, oh, ohNa, na, I’ve been up for daysGot me playin’ that lemonadeNow I put my pen to painHide my tears behind my shadesDreamer and a realist, greatWhat a fuckin’ big mistakeWhat a fuckin’ big mistakeYours truly, GraceAll the way upGave my life for you like I’m your saviourI’m not your saviourAll the way up, ohI blame myself, don’t even wanna wake up, ohGive my life for you like I’m your saviour, ohSaviour, ohSaviour, oh, oh