Self-Images – Banda Elephant – letras

Self-imagesThis relationship was unbelievable difficultyand it pushed every single bottom that I haveAnd it pushed me in a way that Inever believed that I can be pushed beforeI suffered throught this relationship in waysthat I could never imagine, possible imaginesufferingAnd yet at something point in it, it was acompletely disfuncional disasterI had become a totalemotional rack by going thruAt something I realized »this is insane »It took sometime to I realize thisbut I realize »this is insanity, what I’m doing? « And I start to realize something very importantOnce again I got me self there by not beingtotally true with myself. By leting desireattachment, and aversionto pull me in this very destructivesort of relationshipAnd I realized that the only way to get outwas going to be radicaly anddeeply honest with myselfBy take total responsabilityfor where I ended upAnd what was seing was thatthe only way to do thatwas to totally let go every imagethat I have about myselfNice person, or awake person, or wise personor stupid person, watheverEvery image that I have, nowwas actuallypart of what had driving meinto this situationAnd the only way to get out of itwas start to let go of everythingthat got me in to this in the first placeAnd mostly what got me into itwas the very ways that I stillperceive myself, on the egoic level