Sisyphus Resigned – A Lower Deep – letras

Watching the sky for starlightPoint of flame in a dismal nightTorrents of rain never ceasingStorms dark like these thoughtsThat plague me while I’m aloneIn a crowd of strangers I feel most aloneMyriad of strange painted faces smiling like a friendBut when I come in needTheir fleeting shadows can not save meConsciousness births the absurdI’ve made my own hellIf I had the chance to live it all over againI could never undo all the wrongs I’ve doneMemories like knifes cut into my mindHeaven would be to forgetI’ve made my own hellRemembering the many I have shunnedCrawling ever deeper into myselfLoved ones returning to haunt me againGhostly fingers pointing their blameNow I see all eternityStretching out before meLike Sisyphus I can never beReconciled to my destinyThe hand of fate had no part in thisEvery choice of my past has bought me to the stone