Youâre my best friendNo youâre notYouâre my sister stay in your placeI canât pretend that youâre notThreatening to me, I need my spaceIâm not lying I value survivalOver youIâm on my ownNo Iâm notIâve my sister to fight for meI canât pretend that you wontâCause you love myself more than meIâm not lying, so often you choose meOver youAnd Iâve tried to heal the woundsMake it as if it never wasAnd I know Iâve done my bestBut I can never heal the scarsI wanna say Iâm sorry but I know Iâll do it againIâll do it againI know what I did but I still donât know the reasonI wanna say Iâm sorry but I know Iâll do it againIâll do it againIâll do it to youI donât wanna hurt you anymoreI pull you closeFeel your loveThen I push you away from meProtect myselfIâm not safe when my boundaries are violatedAnd its kill or dieSo I choose meOver youA.D.D. is my excuseWith my excuse I shot you downI know Iâve got to changeBut I can never work out howHow can I say Iâm sorry when I know Iâll do it againDo it againI know what I did but I still donât know the reasonI wanna say Iâm sorry but I know Iâll do it againIâll do it againIâll do it to youI donât wanna hurt you anymoreLash out in angerHit the wrong targetMy little sisterNo matter what I sayI love you so much I cannot leaveBut when family gets too closeI always find it hard to beatheHow can I say sorry when I know Iâll do it againIâll do it againI know what I did but I still donât know the reasonHow can I say Iâm sorry when I know Iâll do it againIâll do it againIâll do it to youI donât wanna hurt you anymore