You told me to smile so I smile on commandYou told me to scream so I did it againI jump when you say cause I thought you would leadBut now youÂve crawled in my mindAnd youÂre not planning to leaveIf you come, if you go, if you stayIÂll remember your face either wayI used to be an angel. now IÂm angel dustI lay on my side just to give him a reasonYeah I drink every night just to make it seem easyIf I donÂt give him his way he just cuts off my wingsAm I a fucking disgrace?ThatÂs what he wants me to thinkIÂll skin the skin IÂm living inNo one ever told me it would be like thisYeah I wanna feel better, but I just donÂt fitI got itNo one