Iâm not and will never be the sonIâm supposed to be.Nevermore will I trust in self empowerment.Iâm falling apart inside.In darkness Iâm happy.Nothing bothers me inside.Itâs just me and infinity spending days locked inside for eternity.And so what if Iâm stuck in my headWatching, sullen, my soul implode.Spinning in circles.This razor by my side.In time, this is how you see I envision meBut do not feel the need to cry.And so what if Iâm stuck in my headWatching, sullen, my soul implode.This is not the last timeâ¦This is not the last time youâll see me standing here.And so what if Iâm stuck inside my head?Iâll still be here tomorrow.You canât hold me down.