I’m lost in this world with my paceEverybody’s far in this roomI’m aloneI’m freezed in this world with my bondsEverybody’s near in this roomI’m constrainedHow many days have I spentIn recalling the ghost of who I wasDeeply ashamed for this damnationPleased with these blunt thornsIn my heartHow many lights have I turnedAt the seas in search of a courseKeeping myself in disarrayLeaving that voice cryingOut for my crimesHow many nights have I spentTrying to keep my soul in controlHow many times have I saidI will do, I will change, I will goShaken by the strength of those liesBlinded by the fear of those dreamsCrushed by the weight of my sinsHow many doors have I closedTrying to keep the countlessShadows out of hereBut in the end I kept stayingIn this lighthouse