If there’s no hope inside of methen why not destroy my realityphilosopher you genius answer meif I’m gonna die anywaythen why not take you with me?you told me since I was a little childnot to play with firejust hold me and tell me I’m alrightsomeone please just stay awhileand now I’m doing time in a flesh paradigmno significance for me you seemy mind and my thoughts they waste awayfar awayis there no God at home in the universe?an empty soul I cannot see my way another daylove for me is torture just the samewhy is my soul so very angry all the time?The darkness falls and I’m going down tonightcan’t take this pain no moreI’m gonna shoot it all downand now I’ll prove to them I’m someone realIf I can’t have my waycause Thursday’s the last of meme all mine it’s mine for me can’t you see?I have no reason why I should not euthanasia medestroy tear down and burn not just me but my familyif there’s no God in heaventhen why pretend love is anything?IIf I can’t have my wayI’ll send you to an early graveand then I’ll prove to you I’m someone realI hurt so bad insideI’ll check out for an early rideCause Thursday’s the last of meI’m alive without sight and no dreamJesus, please Godwithout you, I am nothingIf I can see the Way tomorrow brings another dayfor God has proved to me He’s someone realI hurt so bad inside I almost gave it up and diedThursday’s a chanceit’s not the lastThursday’s the past