In this holy emptinessI am yearningSearching for my bitternessGot me learningI can’t beat you to feel the sameDon’t have the knowledgeEnter a state of guilt and shameKind of bondageWhen you came through that doorThis was burningWhen you came through that doorThis was burningI feel and I feelAnd I fearI fear that you will leave meIs that forbidden feelingsI cry when you despise meIs that a forbidden feelingsIt hurts when you disgrace meIs that forbidden feelingsOr am i just selfishLoosing every grip i’ve gotYou will leave meI tried to show you another spotSo you’d believe meOpen eyes for what you likeMe they’re closed forI’m sorry for this viewI guess it’s nothing to go forWhen you walk through that doorThis will bleedWhen you walk through that doorThis will bleedI feel and I feelAnd I fearI fear that you will leave meIs that forbidden feelingsI cry when you despise meIs that forbidden feelingsIt hurts when you disgrace meIs that forbidden feelingsOr am i just selfishI hate when you ignore meIs that forbidden feelingsI cry when you despise meIs that forbidden feelingsI fear that you will leave meIs that forbidden feelingsOr am i just selfishIt hurts, it hurts, it hurts.Am i just selfishBy Anie