You’re falling out of controlNothing but painYou’re going insaneWho’s the voice? is it illusion or reality?Am I dead? alive? what’s going on?Wake up from nightmareScared that I’ve lost you and won’t hear your voice againIt was so real I was losing my mindNow I kiss youA bitter illusionNo time to borrowCan someone erase my brain?Like the moon I am chasing the sunLost in delusionNo, no, noLife must be fooling meFooling youChanging pleasure into painNo, no, noEyes are deceiving meDeceiving youNothing will remain the sameWho has taken the most beautiful flower?For tomorrow she closed her eyesFall into depths of desireWill I ever forget?Tell me nowStill I pretend to rule my domainA poor way to deny the realityThe longer the time, the stronger the painInsanityTime has turned to endless cryWe’re dust when all is overAll I really ever longed for is goneNo, no, noMy heart will never mendNever mendWhat was meant forever endLife has stolen my beautiful flowerIn my sorrow I ask you why?Falling to drown in desireWill I ever forget?Tell me nowWhy? (anger)You really think there’s afterlife?Since when two plus two equals five?Release the pain you hideYour only way to redemptionWhere does my way lead me toWhen anger’s guiding me astray?I’m just a shade without youLife black and white has turned to greyAll what you feel is what you knowYour’re buried under fallen snowNo time can heal your woundsAs it’s just a pure deceptionWhy am I locked in rage?Why is the world my cage?Why does everyone sayâgood byeâ and turn the page?Your reason has gone awayYou’re here to seize the dayStill there’s so much to doJust try to find your wayTake me instead (bargaining)EmotionsAre driving me madCrying an oceanI’ll never forgetDenyingDon’t take her yetTell me I’m dreamingOr take me insteadA tear in the universe (depression)Tempted by desire of joining you on the other sideI know you will wait for meAgony won’t leave my way till I dieAll you feel’s miseryEndless pain eyes can seeBut realize inside your headLife goes on though she’s deadAlthough you’re hereStill alone like a tear in the universeChasing the shade of my dreamI am ready to dieAll know you feel miseryEndless pain eyes can seeBut realize my dear old friendLife goes on till the endI’m nailed to a wheel of sorrow and my heartIs falling from the sky aboveIn this shadowland I can’t go onWithout the one belovedFalling like a leaf in novemberStill searching for someone else to blameSummer’s fading into decemberWhen beauty lost the nameCarry on (acceptance)DevotionI’ll never forgetI’m nailed to a wheel of sorrow and my heartIs falling from the sky aboveIn this shadowland I must go onWithout the one belovedI’m waiting for tomorrow when my heartGets closer to the sky aboveIn this shadowland I carry onOne day to see my love