I don’t want to you to rememberMy face or nameI just want to scream alone and knowYou all felt the sameBut paint your own pictureAnd say what you willIt never matters what I sayIt never matters how I feelI hope you’re not like meDesperate to leaveLike when I smashed a mirrorTo watch myself break & disappearWhether concrete or sheetsJust lay me to sleepWhether a bed or graveLet me live where I layWe fallAs we slowly lose touch with the worldBreath inWe fallAs we slowly lose faith in ourselvesBreath deeperPoint the gun back at yourselvesThe blame will be washed awayForce fed hopefulness againIt never got betterWhether concrete or sheetsJust lay me to sleepWhether a bed or graveLet me live where I layNo one will know how hardI tried to make it easyFor those around meI kept it to myselfOr maybe no one cared to listenNow you can watch me tear myself apartRight before your eyesDedicated self deprecationAll has left me but life itself