Archives de l’auteur : zmaped

So here it comes again.That self-inflicted pain.The popped cork and glass.On your assI got the wine and depressioncoming on so fast.Blinding intentionssee the eyelids crash.Digging for dollarsthrough the holes burning.Wine and depressionyeah gonna win…I got wine and depression.And I’m feeling like I gotta move.Wine and depressionthe only mixed drink I approve.When the time and conditionsdrownLire la suite « Wine and Depression – A Life Like Dream – letras »

So there were challenges you couldn’t handle.Guess your grip wasn’t as tight as your bitterness.So it’s come to this.Now you defense is most offensiveYou claim the ones you avoided never talk to you.Yeah, well where were you?You know your eyes are empty.Your lips they barely move.You know your beaten heart ain’t beating hard.It beat itLire la suite « Your Beaten Heart – A Life Like Dream – letras »

with a simple blink of an eyethe trupeter stopshe has run out of breathhe dtops to his kneesto regain his breathpanting and gasping for as much airas he can fit into his tired lungshe risses to his feetwith tears in his eyeshe has failed

I can’t understand what I do wrong half the timeMy judgement is blurred from this last year of defeatI never once acted like this before I met youNow I’m a simplified sensationI’m nothing; a laughing stock to someI’m sorry for my vicious decline into this bedlam you see before your eyesI adhere to the progressLire la suite « A Rush & Siege – A Life Once Lost – letras »

a falls river farewell. sometimes I sing by myself. alone, away from the angels that hold my hand. as I walked way scared. from the memories that I choked on. memories of you. wiping them away with glass. angels sing songs about you. they bleed in my dreams bringing those memories of you alive. asLire la suite « All Falls River Failed – A Life Once Lost – letras »

I think it would be amusing to sit here and write up a listJust a list that describes the way I want to destroy myselfNot a simple suicide but a drawn out process of painThis was all created in my head and can’t I stop thinking itI am taunted by the ignorance between usI amLire la suite « All Teeth – A Life Once Lost – letras »

what else do I need to do? what else can I say? sorry? I have trained myself to love you. but you no longer look at me. why? what have I done to you? I tried so hard to be perfect. but you still throw me aside. I wish I was the symbol of passion.Lire la suite « Almost Perfect But I Failed – A Life Once Lost – letras »

I’ve failed in love again.Will i ever win?All the pain and suffering.Born to lose, accept my fate.Looking back i hate myself for the scars i’ve left.I have become my nightmares, I have become my fears.Everything I’ve touched has rot away.Can I redeem myself for the pain I’ve caused?Filled with regrets, my heart in my hands.ToLire la suite « Born To Lose – A Life Once Lost – letras »

i tested your patiencewithout you even knowiingso i continued to throw wordsaround carelesslyi knew how to get you offcertain wordsevoked this beast from youit was your carless eyesthat strayed awaywhich brought forthyour true feelingsnow tell me of the nightswhen you pushed my patiencethe thrusts of hormonal guilti suffer hereyour skinholds the image of his faceandLire la suite « Cavil – A Life Once Lost – letras »

Tell me what you wish to do?You know that your wish most likely will not come trueNot to worry because your life has been one big disappointment anywayThinking that if I fall asleep to her breathingIt is not despair, it is certainly that I have suffered enoughand that I am sacrificing myself for her