Archives de l’auteur : zmaped

a clustered mind is not a benefical onei am being chocked mentallythought flow through my headlike a verbose raging rivertambling four word phrasesjumping from noun to nouni yearn to live for a a personthat can make me feel like piousbut instead i am shattered by irreverencei want someone who allows themselvesto live without marginsto beLire la suite « Pious – A Life Once Lost – letras »

Let me rip the throat of your still warm bodyCover my eyes with the blood of lying foolA person you sought after innocence in my armsA person you took advantage ofFor I am the foolI am the fool you walked past threw these liesI am the man that shall be punishedLet it be known thatLire la suite « Prepare Yourself For What Is About To Come – A Life Once Lost – letras »

My head rests on my shoulders facing the sunI struggle to walkThe burden of this guilt I hide from you is growingYou’ll never know what it isThis is the kind of person that I amThis is the kind of person I’ve turned intoIn time of song I am the Kamikaze dreamerClog my own throat; swallowedLire la suite « Rehashed – A Life Once Lost – letras »

« If you are alone, you will be your own man »[Leonardo Da Vinci]

Only when I speak to myselfIs when the realSubstantial conversationsFlow togetherWords travel gently off my tongueI leave myself speechlessThoughts die horribly in my mindI retreat to nowhereTo understand, I destroy myselfThese scars are here to stayUnderstand the rulesUnderstandYou could have taught me a lessonIn believing these liesYou would have tortured me longerJust to watch meLire la suite « Silence – A Life Once Lost – letras »

Fuck you, you created this face and this misery.Something once my saving grave is now a bitter memory.Searching for answers to questions I shouldn’t ask.Just know i’ll always hate you for what you’ve fucking done.Why must beauty always die in these callous hands?Feels like i will forever walk this path alone.All the things i’ve onceLire la suite « Suffer The Loss – A Life Once Lost – letras »

the damage has been donelisten to the cries of turmoilas the day continues to rainyou can hear the vocal violencesilence the crowdwords fall short of soundas the loudest of menbecom speechlesslack of breathis what swept me awayas i wallowhelpless in this surreal atrocitywith night approachingwe all become vulnerableeverything seems to move sloweras time drifts apatheticallytoLire la suite « Surreal Atrocities – A Life Once Lost – letras »

can i spread frustrationwithout speaking?without parting my lipsexcept to breath?i let my actions speak for mebecause my wordscollided with yoursit created tension and frustrationso i lefti didnt turn around to seehow troubled you were that nighti promise that it paled in comparisonto the anguish each step brought meas i walked awaymy heart pumps your rhapsodyiLire la suite « The Change Came Suddenly – A Life Once Lost – letras »

And the olive trees, for the locust devoured them as wellYou will not let me dieWhy notThe trees and fields have been picked dry yet you keep me here for whatTo sit at your side. Let me die young and empty of daysBury my bones under the bare olive treeLet my name rest on theLire la suite « The Dead Sea – A Life Once Lost – letras »

As the sun died in the background of the autumn trees, the cries ceasedThe wind blew across the cold and blistered groundHer vivid leaves danced in the air only inches above the ground they slept uponThe wind began to grow robbing the branches of the willow treeWith this the cries ceasedOne by one the leavesLire la suite « The Tide – A Life Once Lost – letras »